After the very late lunch, and all the speeches, Sam and k**s sat with Grandma and her sisters, with bottles of the champagne around the pool waiting ...or the disco to start. She spied her new lover, with a women from his side of the family, they seemed close, excusing herself she walked over and said Hi, holding out her hand to the woman Sam said hi and her new lover introduced his friend as a first cousin, Tina, who had travelled up from Sydney with her husband, who had taken a turn and was. " "Depression?" Yes, funnily enough I get a little depressed every now and then. Beingthe object of so much admiration and love gets me down sometimes. Thenext paparazzo that snaps me in public is gonna get his Canon telephotoshoved up his arse and his tongue nailed with a wide swung Manolo." Isighed as he sat watching, unmoving. "Yeah, well I get a little depressed sometimes", I tried to stopshifting in my chair. "I get lonely and feel sorry for myself ok. Theold why me's I guess, but hell why. This spurred me on. I pulled my skirt, and underwear down to my ankles and very gently, started to tap the outside of my shaven lips, feeling the blood surge as the fire rose up within me. My button was just begging to be pushed, but I held out, wiping my fingers up my slit, and stopping just before. My fingers were back in my mouth, and I gave out a slight moan as I tasted my own sweet juices. This broke my vow of ignorance to my clitoris. I pushed down hard, feeling the electricity pulse. Me apni mami ke bare me soch ne laga. Us din raat ko mene jese phir se awaj suna to mujhe achha lagne laga mera lund khada hone laga. Me bahar jake lund ko sehlane laga to mera safed ghat pani lund se chhoot gaya. To phir me dar gaya ki mujhe yeh kya hua mere lund se yeh kya nikal gaya.Agle din me college gaya to ek dost ko ek sawal ka jawab nehin aya to duse dost ne usko kaha sale raat bhar lund hilake maal nikalegaa to padhai me kya ghanta dyan rahega. To mujhe samajh me aya ki lund hilane.