Made my balls boil! I found out I was a true voyeur at that very moment! Not to mention I had to get my rock hard cock out and shoot hot cum all over ...he floor! I knew I had to see more of this shit! It was the hottest thing I ever saw! Don't get me wrong. We fucked and sucked like rabbits. And it was great! But there was something about watching her get herself off. When she thought no one was. ." I mutter. "It's not." That is not what your heart is telling you, Ruth Pattison."I dash upstairs, heading for the one place in the world I want to be:sitting on the edge of the bed with my head in my hands. Of all the shocksto the system I've suffered over the last six months, this is the mostupsetting.I have a daughter.I'm a parent.I'm a mother.And I have no idea how I'm going to cope with that knowledge.Time passes. Whether it's a few minutes or several hours I can't say. Thenthe door. Amrita was too shocked to say anything. He gripped her more tightly and it started to hurt her. He asked again, “Do you fucking understand?”“Yes.. yes..I do” said Amrita. She never knew this is what she wanted. She always thought she wanted to be in control but the thought of someone having control over her, someone possessing her had never crossed her mind. She just loved being free to be used.She was enjoying the pain. It felt liberating. Aman let go of her hand and told her to stand. Deepa glanced at her Wrist PDD. “You think they will be on time?”McElligott sighed. “In all my years as Admiral, I never have seen a crew more eager. To them, it seems leave of absence is punishment.” He held up his PDD and turned the display to Deepa. “Eight hundred and fifty-eight requests to be reassigned as soon as possible.”The Nul leader could of course not smile, at least not in any way a human could recognize. “Xon, my successor prefers the company of his shipmates over the ruling seat..