So he told me to stop and come in next week for a talk and then he would prescribe something different. What! And you let them cum in you knowing that...you had no protection? She said I know that's what you wanted so I left the condoms in the car. I knew you wouldnt let them fuck me with out a condom especially if you knew I wasn't taking my pill. I just thought we could enjoy tonight and just get the morning after pill on the way home tomorrow. Well I Dont know what to say. Yeah I did want. I felt disgusting, my sex juice was still dripping off my fingers but where before I had longed to taste myself, now it repulsed me. I stood up and wiped myself dry on a towel that was in my wardrobe. I felt like everyone, Mum, Dad and Paul knew what I just did. What had I done? I asked myself. It was just a fantasy, I wasnt hurting anyone. The wrongness of it had turned me on but, oh god, I wondered if my brother had gone from my room because he thought I was teasing him. I didnt mean to, I. I tried not to think about what I was doing as I bound her other wrist. I loved her. But I hated her for what she was driving me to do to - no, not "to" but with her. We were in this together. She was strained, her arms tight, breasts drawn up, her belly flat, and I could see how her feet threatened to suck up out of the concrete. Finishing the tying, I tried lifting the handles of the heavy wheelbarrow and found I could get it off the deck. Careful to get it over the tub, I tilted and watched. I can feel your body against mine, you are gently spooning me.. Your warm breath on my shoulder... I move just a little, and you tighten your grip... Pulling me against you when you lift your thigh over my legs... I gasp as I feel your hard cock against my butt, and I smile to myself... I reach for the alarm clock to check the time, and I see it would go off in 5 minutes or so... As I reach you let out a groan and squeeze me even tighter... I turn off the alarm, and start gently waking you.