But there is something that I still don't understand." What?" How... how can you watch me do... do stuff with other men and not get jealous?"Tim was s...lent for a while. "I guess I do get jealous. I think that's part of the excitement. I can't explain it but I feel this excitement in the pit of my stomach. When I saw you with Steve and then those two guys last night, I was so excited. I felt something strange. It's almost pride, like I own you. I know that 'own' is the wrong word but it's. No insurance, cards maxed out.No where to go or ask for help. Just hit rock bottom.I kept just ahead of the repo people with my car and found a room to rent that I could afford on my unemployment but it was getting ready to run out. I was close to just driving into a tree and being done with it. I had been every where looking for work but I'm 55 and lots of places don't want to hire us older folks even tho I had perfect attendance at my job. Guess they don”t want to chance training us and then. You were very informative, too. Thank you for that. No running away, though. We hereby instruct you to act as our emissary to the Bay of Dragons, to Qarth, to Asshai, to Braavos, Lys, Myr, Pentos, Volantis, Norvos, to Lhazareen, to Qohor, and to the Summer Islands, etc.“Your task is to attempt to convince the rulers of said cities not to bind themselves into some kind of league against us, but rather to stay neutral in this war or even side with us against the Night King and the Army of the. This included a substantial gift card from Andrew who was totally clueless about what her household might need. There was a smaller gift card from Dave and Sue Ellen. Raven had given Cat a crystal vase for flowers. Scarlet had given her a very delicate looking tea set. Millie had given her an antique lamp. Even Maria, the maid, had sent a small recipe box for Cat to be delivered by Scarlet. Even Andrew’s mother had left a present for Cat, a fifty piece set of plastic food storage containers.The.