Every decision I make has already been made, but that decision can only be made if I have the capability to make it, since each effect needs a fitting...cause. Everything I do is predetermined by fate, but that makes my decisions and choices no less real.I’ve always thought that it was because of my weakness that my sister was robbed of her life, but you taught me that even if I can’t see or hear her, she is no less real than when she was alive. The atoms that made her body will exist for all. Susie stopped crying but remained snuggled against my chest. I left her there, content that we would move on when she was ready.Susie felt safe against her cousin’s chest and as she stayed there she wished he was her boyfriend. ‘That’s impossible’ she told herself, but she remembered the contact at Christmas. Susie was almost sure it had been intentional and although it was unwelcome at the time, she was not so sure now. Susie raised her head from Tony’s chest and faced him, but very close, in. You can look at a chart when we’re on board Rainbow. It looks like a decent day for bream or flathead. We’ll keep some for dinner and release the others.”I’d phoned Patrick when we got back to South Grafton. He’d be happy to help Olwen in any way he could. Rachel would help, too. They had tickets for ‘Traviata’ that week. Olwen could go with one of them. I then sent email to Willy to be forwarded to Olwen. Another deed accomplished.I’d thanked Willy and showered and gone to bed early. And up. My head so close to his crotch I could smell his raw scent. His cock was right in front of my eyes and it was pulsating with lust. I could barely see his face in the dark.I stared at what seemed like a monster for a few seconds getting used to the sight and wondering how I was going to fit it in my mouth. After a moment of silence, I slowly got closer and started breathing on his dick not knowing where to start. I had never gone this far with anyone before, I started masturbating when I was 15.