’ ‘ I smiled and said: ‘Barb is quite a person, she has wisdom far past her years. She has wisdom past my years.’ Rebecca said: ‘I have read...some of your stuff and you also have a great deal of wisdom.’ I replied: ‘Thank you.’ She asked: ‘You seem to have an unusual take on karma. Most books portray karma as credits and debits or as rewards and punishments but you seem to be saying it is a return to balance and a learning tool. Am I reading you correctly?’ I answered: ‘Yes. The debts and. Kaylee and since we are going with names we'll call her husband Derek. So we fast forward, I graduated, thank you everyone for the congratulations and yes I was already accepted to a college and I fly up to see my sister and stay at her place all the while nervous and turned on to what I'm going to do and how it's all going to play out. Just the thought of it now is turning me on and it's hard to focus writing this without touching I want to touch myself so badly. I do masturbate at night. This small on and off conversation was happening and she was mostly online. She was genuinely concerned about her grandmother. I was making full use of the opportunity to get closer to her.In fact, I even helped her couple of times to the washroom and back to her seat. She was really touched by my helping nature. I was sure she conveyed the same to Pooja. I wanted to inform Pooja that I was returning back on the same day. I sent her a message, “Returning by evening Shatabdi. Any return. "Porter, I have an offer for you. The Sheriff went to a regional conference kind of thing. They talk about all their problem and work on solutions. This time we decided on a short undercover operation against Dragon's brew. Do you know what that is?" he asked.Actually I did but I decided to pretend that I didn't. "Never heard of it," I lied with a straight face."It's a liquor laced with pot," he explained. The Boyle Brothers explained it better."I'm going to have to take your word for it chief.