They think I am guilty ofall sorts of things, said I shouldn't have allowed the girl to give medrugs so I lost control of myself as well as my self-re...pect. Andthere's this sex change thing, every time I bring the subject up theysteer the conversation away from it, pretending it hasn't happened Isuppose, ashamed of me." The rape, did you?" To be honest, Helen, I don't know. I had intercourse with her but thedetails of how it got to that is lost. Judge said that had it not beenfor the girl. It seems that Steven's profile in life more than fit that of a man desiring to be submissive during sex, and even to the point of being cuckold. Was this what my own husband truly wanted? Was this the lifestyle that would satisfy his lust and desires? Was this what would strengthen, and improve our own relationship and help it last for the many years I wanted it to? I had to know. After all my research, I did a search of Steven's computer for the word cuckold, low and behold, I was greeted by. I recorded a good 3-4 videos. It was time, i was once again alone with Jay and Mary. I was banging mary in the living room, i asked her to moan as loud as she could. She did that, Jay hearing this came out and immediately confronted us. I moved Mary off my cock and i ordered him to come and suck my cock. He was astonished, he said no and said he would beat me up, i told him to watch a video before he did that. Mary took the laptop out and showed him getting fucked by his buddy. Jay was. I sat down and began to explain to them about how I started crossdressing and went full time. (Again a story for another time. Hehe.) All while we continued to drink beer and mind you all I'm a light weight. "So do you play for the other team now?" Derek asked me. "What do you mean?" I replied. "You know, do you..." He paused. "Have relationships with guys?" "Haha, you could have just come outright," I said. "And yes, I do." "So have you ever sucked a cock?" Drew said as he looked me over. "Why.