I came fully awake when he drove the head through my hymen. I screamed at the top of my lungs when I felt his balls touch my butt. My eyes bugged out ...nd I gasped for breath. He was hitting something inside of me and it hurt so bad. I know now it was my cervix he was smashing against. At the time I just knew pain, pain, and more pain. I was crying hysterically. He drove in and sat still and let me adjust a little. Then he began to speak again.“Kaylee, do you know who my Dad is?” He withdrew. '" Stop analyzing me. Whatever I'm doing does not concern you." Like bloody 'ellfire it doesn't." I've had enough of this." Marris pushed past Bessa and headed for the door. "I have a schedule to keep."Bessa blurted out just as the door started to open, "Norlan knows."Marris froze. Slowly, he turned his head, his hand still gripping the knob. "What?"Bessa shoved the door closed. "I said 'e knows, yew bloody pillock," Bessa growled. "I over'eard 'im last night. 'e knows yew and that other. It was dark and I was filthy when I was done so I took a shower.I was walking to my room wearing only a towel around my waist when I saw Mom's bedroom light was on. I went in to turn it off and saw Mom stepping into her own shower."Hi Mom. When did you get home?" Just now. Come in and talk to me while I take a quick shower. Did you call Edna?" Yes I did. You were right, it was an ultimatum." How long did she give you?'"Until she gets back on Friday." Good, good. When I talked to her this. .I'm a boy! Are you...gay?"Then he really laughed. "Mary, I date girls. If you want to know ifI'm gay, look in the mirror. Do you look like a boy? You're prettierthan any girl I've ever been out with!"I still couldn't get my head wrapped around the idea that Michael knewabout me. On some perverse level, it was like I had been cheatedbecause all the worrying that I had done had been for nothing!"Mary, it's okay. I wouldn't have asked you out if it wasn't," he said.Slowly, I got it through.