But mine endures, when she died, my soul was sundered. So intertwined were we, that the 'me' I was, doesn't exist anymore.I know that life continued, ... ate, slept, I went to work, watched TV, I even went to my beloved Texas home football games down in Austin. But if I didn't have the ticket stubs, I would swear I hadn't even watched them on TV.I know I visited with friends and that family came to see me. But for the last six months, I retreated into a deep place where light has never been. If. The intensity of the moment was perhaps more than we had ever before experienced. I wanted everything and nothing. I wanted to continue thrusting into you, feeling the silky smooth grip that you had on me, contracting just a bit each time I withdrew from your embrace. I lifted your legs and put them on my shoulders because I knew how much you enjoyed that. I liked it too, because I could see you in all your splendor arrayed out in front of me as we made love. I wanted once again to feast. Uki: Shut up! I don't care, just get out!(Sanosuke gives her an odd look.)Higashidani (stiffly): How do y'do.Sanosuke: How do y'do.Higashidani: I hear you helped out my daughter the other day. Come with us and I'll buy you some lunch.(They walk into town; Higashidani leaves them at a soba restaurant.)Higashidani: You go on and eat. I'll get these sold.(Inside)Uki: What do you want, Outa? What, tempura soba? Me too! Excuse me! Two tempura sobas please!Sanosuke: Look, half-head. Uki: No! Nothing. Maybe that is an indication of low testosterone levels. Maybe that is why I want to be here tonight. In any case it is relatively easy for me to have a smooth, hairless body.It is almost 2:00 am when the announcer finally calls our “act.” Two men in tight, black jeans come to get me. A spotlight follows them. Mistress K is already seated on stage. She is wearing a black leather outfit that is somewhere between a swimsuit and lingerie. It is cut very low between her breasts and very high.