I read that catching everyones attention. Mom what does he mean we changed back then? Jennifer asks as I hear the front door slam then a few minutes l...ter a car leave I dont know baby, but at least were alone now. I say responding as they nod What else does Matt say? Kelsey asks making me look at the journal again to read another entry into his painful existance June 21 Its my 17th birthday and I sit here alone in my room. The family are to busy to spend time with me. Dad is being a ass. The way everything was going Mariah might get him fired anyway. A few weeks went by as Mr. Wilson prepared for this once in a lifetime chance which culminated in a very carefully orchestrated plan. Finally, the evening came and Steve made sure he was on time to pick Mariah up. She entered the limousine and was immediately given a glass of expensive champagne by her loyal driver. Several minutes later, Steve looked in his rearview mirror to observe Miss Carey fast asleep. Everything was going. She doesnt say anything, but she wants this done and over with."We will be riding in seperate cars. You will arrive before I do, you will be riding with Seth and Alexander. Dont concern yourself with where I am. I will catch up to you soon enough."Stephen pushes through the door, into the night, while she still stands. Now waiting for Seth, and this Alexander fellow.Lawrence and David are chatting about the differences between female and male sadists. She hears their echoing laughter as they. We talked about everything, our hopes, dreams, and fantasies and learned all about each other. As our friendship grew I shared more and more with her, but never went as far as sharing how much I wished she was mine. There were days when sitting across a table from Sam was the toughest thing in the world, knowing that I couldn’t simply reach out and touch her, kiss her. Being with her was an exquisite pain.Sam was the only good thing about that company though and in the end I moved on after a.