I had the feeling that someone was watching me, but after I had carefully looked around and could see no evidence of anyone being there, I began to ca...m down. Just to make sure, I even cupped my hands behinds my ears and turned slowly in a circle to hear any nearby sounds around me. I could hear traffic over on the highway and birds chirping in the trees. I could hear cows mooing and bellowing in the barnyard near the farmhouse. But I couldn’t hear any noises that indicated someone was. I drove to Edinburgh all the time so floored it 70mph all the way, I roughly knew where the speed cops would be so knew when to slow down. Unfortunate for one driver they didn’t know this and got pulled over. Shame….he was a cute fucker. The further North I got the colder the weather was getting, also wind as picking up. I managed to get to Loch Lomond that night and set up camp. Luckily the rain stayed off until the tent was up, then the heavens opened and I got drenched. Apparently the water. In the morning I apologized to the maid and said I lost it and requested her not to say this to anyone. She said she won’t.From then onward next few weekends went normal I stopped all these thoughts. However, a couple of weeks later, I saw her looking at me and smile. I could not understand. And this happened 3-4 times.At night my uncle and aunt had gone to their room after dinner and my cousin and his wife to theirs. I was thinking of her smile and thought why not try my luck. But then I. I may be old and crazy but I am not dead, so the easy answer was, “Of course I would!”. We found a mutually acceptable time. We spoke at length on many topics before she got around to her true desire for conversation.She said she lived very close to me. She was very much interested in talking in person. It was important for her if I would be interested in taking a dominate role in a discrete relationship. I told her I would be more than happy in exploring that type of relationship. I went on to.