"Harmony talked. Often she'd ask a question and I didn't have an answer. Yes, I was still pretty much a blank page. I guess that was my primary attrac...ion as the boyfriend of an exclusively homosexual woman—I would be what she wrote on my blank page.The Giovannis visited me several times a day. Nurse Yardley had designated "medical orderlies," other cadets charged to help manage the dispensary. Commandant Mackie made it a point to drop in once a day, as did the drill instructor assigned to my. To my astonishment, every square inch of the panties had a smell. I was amazed. I didn't know why, but these panties were the best I'd ever smelled.I jacked off with those panties every day for a couple weeks. I would always put them back into a ziploc bag to preserve the smell as long as I could. The smell started to fade, but I couldn't forget it. One day, I was about to take a shower. I had been sweaty and had been at a friend's house the night before so I hadn't showered. Somehow I must. There was now no doubt in Nicole’s mind that Bill was a far superior lover to what James had been, far better than any other man that she had fucked in her lifetime, though she had only been with two boyfriends besides James in her twenty-one years of life. Bill was, hands down, the top lover, with Bethany a respectable second, as she later proved after Bill came again and wasn’t able to get it up again for a while.“I think that I’ve proven to myself that I’m bisexual for sure. You two were the. Linda was all over the place as we drove the eighteen miles back to her home, “What the fuck am I going to do now, Don? I’m forty-six years old. Joe left me plenty of money, but I need a man in my Goddamn life. Did you know he didn’t even know how to turn the washer or dryer on? I’ve always done it…. Always. That’s the way I was raised. A woman takes care of her man.He could cook a good steak on the grill, you know that, but he’s never turned a burner on, on the kitchen stove…. Never.”She cried.