I spent most of Sunday and Monday blaming Mrs. Ford for not making it clear as to what she wanted me to teach Josh and what she didn't.What if I had n...t believed her when she told me that I was not welcome in her home, ever again? What if I had gone there anyway? I pictured the scene, me talking to her through the closed door. I played it in my mind. Mrs. Ford would tell me to go away. I would plead for her to let me in. She would accuse me of doing disgusting things and using lewd language in. I lost my virginity six months ago to my now ex boyfriend I found it messy unpleasant and disgusting I felt degraded by the episode. I challenged him about it all he said was ’lesbian and dyke’ I replied with two words ‘good bye’ and walked away thinking useless Muppet, I haven’t seen of heard from him since it was no great loss, Today is the first day of the rest of my life I’m travelling to Nottingham University to start a Medical degree hopefully at the end of four years study I will have. Mom would have freaked out, but Dad was more or less human, now that he was no longer hitting me with the oak paddle.I ended by saying, “I don’t want to start anything, but I don’t see Jerry letting this drop. For one thing, he ain’t smart enough to let it drop!” Jerry was a big guy, with at least three inches and forty pounds on me, and it was all muscle, especially between the ears.Dad gave an exasperated shrug. “Well, the good Lord says to turn the other cheek, but I don’t recall him. He had a satisfied smirk in his face. "I almost forgot how sexy Steph is with a large cock in her mouth."It was all I could to imagine her lips sliding up and down his thick shaft. Her mouth was stretched out around his dick and I had to admit she did look rather sexy that way, whenever she sucked me it looked like she had a straw, but this man was making her face look hot. I was aghast when I realized I was rubbing my cock through my pants with my free hand, and I was hard as a rock. I figured.