‘Tell me my son what are you running from’ as the colors and smells intensified. Still kneeling, he said ‘you just don’t know what it is like ...o see her in all my thoughts and dreams, going through life and constantly waking up without her by my side, knowing that despite what she says that she doesn’t really want to be there and/or with me. She keeps running from me and not toward me. I’ve given up so much to be with her. She recently told me that she was afraid to make a mistake. I am NO. Mind you, I'd tried to socialize with people my own age, but for some reason, they were always too prude, too stuffy, too stuck up, or too damn old acting. Quite honestly, they just bored the shit out of me. Even as I was getting older, I still hung out with and dated younger girls. Some people used to say it was me trying to act younger, live younger, and not let go of something.Funny thing is, it was never like that with me. I just didn't like being around people my own age. They bored me.. Though the cuffs themselves were made from leather, a soft interior had been added for extra comfort. Her ankles were bound to the floor with similar cuffs, though they were independent of each other. The orange light from the dancing flames highlighted the curves of her body. Her dark hair blended in with the shadows that contrasted deeply with the light. Beads of sweat were already beginning to form on her forehead from the heat of several candles placed on various nightstands and bookshelves. ” “Okay, I’m sorry about all that before Audrey; I lost it for a few minutes is all.” “All right Jeff, I’m listening. What is going on with you?” “First of all, you have to admit that what’s happening here is not what I ‘signed on’ for back when all this started. Being told to wear a condom was very upsetting to me because it seemed a put-down. Your boyfriend gets the best of you and I must walk on eggshells so as not to leave any trace of me inside you. That seems unfair and demeaning of.