Those of us who arefortunate enough to look good, great, and passable are, in my own opinion,less likely to engage in denial. Those of us who unfortun...tely look likelinebackers in sacks are more likely to engage in denial. How do I knowthis? Firsthand experience. Most of us operate alone, crossdressing can bea seriously lonely endeavor. Years ago in facing the urge to crossdresswell I went to a tranformation service in Connecticut. While I had toovercome the intial trepidation of openly. I waited a few minutes until he was inside; also giving a little minute space for my "GF."I walked to her door and knocked. After five seconds, she flung open the door wearing a smile (was it for him?); but immediatly looked shocked. I smiled (not to let on) and asked: What's the matter, Kris? She instantly recovered (girls can sure lie when they're in a tight spot!) and said: Oh ... I wasn't expecting you.I pushed past her and walked inside, like I usually did now. I said I was horny and. The TV screen got dusted...then she leaned down to do the lower part of the cabinet...wow! The short nightgown rode up on her beautiful behind and I was exposed to the same view as through the bathroom door keyhole oh so long ago...A long glimpse of her straw-hued growth of pubic hair! I sat there mesmerized as my dick grew...she turned around to me and said, "That's better, isn't it?" "Oh sure," I said. She winked at me again. We both turned in for the night with an embrace and a long kiss.. I remember how she had convinced me for threesome one night while I was busy fondling her boobs she demanded a role-play by me being Ajeet she got up from bed and took my tool in her mouth with the precision of a porn star she started licking round and all around arousing me from within I caught hold of her hair and started pinching her boobs which she reciprocated by biting my penis during this I slapped her deliberately to which she again sucked my penis hard this time now this was enough I.