I met Sheila as arranged on the bleak open platform of Parkway station; a brand new and then unfinished out of town railway station, designed to impro...e journey times on the London to South Wales line by reducing the need for all services to run into Temple Meads station and out again.It was in the middle of nowhere.There were two stark concrete platforms, a temporary building trying to be combined ticket office and waiting room, and a lot of mud. The wind and a light drizzle had open season;. I said, “You trust her! What if she does have sex with Bob and Sally? She’s already done that and you’re fine. What were they talking about? What could they talk about that is so bad? They probably aren’t even talking about sex! Of course they are, you idiot! Even if they are, its what you wanted, right? Sally is way better than those other friends of hers! Be cool! Just don’t fuck it up! Yeah, I trust her. I’m good!”I resolved myself to letting Renee have free rein. I planned to be cool! I was. It seemed that Ben had cummed less than a minute after putting it in me. ‘Can you try some more, Ben?’ I asked and he pushed, then pulled, then it just more or less collapsed and his dick came out all limp and floppy. ‘I’m sorry, Sara. I just let you down, I’m so sorry.’ I held him and felt him shaking slightly as I realized he was crying. ‘I lied, I’ve never done it before, ever. And now, I can’t even get a hard-on,’ and he slumped in my arms naked and sobbing. But naked. As I held him, I. .. Then ... Then the tactics of the grenade launcher changed! In response I hugged the ground and prayed! When I looked up ... NO! Tatiana had been injured! I must get to her!!!Flashback – Ben – Out of the frying pan!I decided to try something different and ordered, "Elena, hold the grenades for a count of one before you pitch them to me."She asked, "Do you think it is wise?"I answered, "Hell yes it's wise! These grenades all have about a four second fuse. If you hold them for one second and I.