Now I assume your tingles are in full swing, right?’ ‘Yes.’ ‘So I want you to survive today until we can be together later. You want this as...well don’t you?’ ‘Yes.’ ‘So dearest I want you to let Janet help you. She is still there with you, right?’ John looked at Janet and saw she was still standing next to him and looked scared as though she was going to be scolded like a naughty child. She had trouble looking him in the eye, staring at her feet instead. Her blush was even deeper than. ‘Certainly looks like I’m awake Brent,’ ‘Tanaya said with a quick glance. She heard someone walk behind her chair and head into the kitchen as she sat up swinging her feet to the floor. ‘You like bacon ‘Tanaya?’ Matty asked from behind her, the slight slur to his voice telling her he had enjoyed a few drinks. ‘It makes a good breakfast on the weekends,’ ‘Tanaya said as she turned her head to look at him. Matty held up a large Styrofoam tray of bacon rashers, clearly he had won one of the meat. He's sayingsomething. It's easy enough to read his lips."Please, please," he says.He says more words, and I can guess what they are. He is renouncing hismanhood, telling the announcer what he wants to hear.I feel obscene just watching it. It's evil. This isn't about punishingdisobedience. This is about cruelty.He falls over unconscious. The screen fades to black.No one says anything. The other contestants all look afraid. Our eyesmeet and we don't hate each other. We are in this together, for. Saleha ne sabse pehle apna towel ko tanga. Phir usne jo kameez pehni huyee this usse kholna shuru kar diye. Sabse pehle to usse khul nahi rahi thi maine socha kaash main ja kar uski help karu, dhire dhire usne apni kameez utar di, uski white bra mujhe dikhi phir usne apna nada khola aur salwar bhi utar di, mere liye yeh scene aisa tha ki samne jannat par pane ko koi rasta nahi, mere liye sabr karna mushkil tha par maine socha ki sabr ka phal mitha hi hotahi, ab ek bar phir woh salwar aur kameez.