" I know Emma, but how much of that can someone take?" I get that he's an asshole, but he's bigger and meaner. Your mouth isyour most dangerous weapon... Speaking of-" she took a tissue out of herpurse and dabbed my lip. I noticed it was bleeding."Thanks." I wanted to ask her out- had for so long, and this was one of abillion chances. Luckily we were friends although alot of the time I feltit was out of pity."You know Al, I hate saying this because there's no way to say it withoutsounding rude,. It's so hard to make new acquaintances here. Most the men of my age are only interested in one thing and all the older men who can offer me more and a steady relationship, are often already married, perverts or generally ugly and unattractive... John is so much different though, he gives me the freedom to move on my own speed, while he's also loyal, caring and loving ... Yesterday he even told me that he loves me! I haven't heard a man say that to me since ... Well, ever really. Or at least not. You’ve never even let me finish inside you because we wanted to hold off on having a kid...what if he gets you pregnant?”I considered my husband’s words carefully. Would I carry Rodney’s child to term? Would I have his baby? In truth, I had thought about this a lot. The idea sounds absolutely mental, but when I’m with him I feel special, safe and protected. I’m not in love with him in any traditional sense of the word; it’s an entirely different type of affection. This is why when I’m with him,. You were so cruel.”“Good though?” I smiled.“It was wonderful,” she replied, kissing me. “Where did you learn to do that.”I told her it was my mother, that she had told me that it was important to develop the skills to take a woman to heights that she had never experienced before. I said that it had been important for me because l didn’t have a big cock so if l wanted women to find me desirable for sex l had to show them that l could satisfy them other ways.Maria kissed me and assured me there.