I didn'tbelabor the issue before hand or torture myself with a long, drawn out tobe or not to be Shakespearian soliloquy as I sat in the doctor's wait...ngroom. I just did it. And even though I knew that it would be weeks beforeanything happened, I could not help but pause before the mirror in mybedroom as I was getting ready for bed that night and study my chest,which at the moment bore a striking resemblance to Kansas. It's not likeI was expecting my double A minus breasts to suddenly bosom. We chatted for a little while longer and he said he had to go or he'd be late. I smiled good bye and he said he'd give me a call and maybe I could drive up to see the baby. I waved good-bye and watched him hail a cab. When he was gone, a few tears burned my eyes and I silently cursed myself.Things were miserable for me after he told me of his engagement. I flew back to New York and was glad I had to go to Dennis' parents for Christmas. I didn't want to face him and that bitch. And when the. Me durbinitun parat pahu laglo. Ikde khali don divsat doghini sagle aambe kadhun thevle hote. Aata te box madhe bharayche baki hote. Kaki aji ne mala haak marli. Me khali gelo. “ekya (eknath) aare udya aaplya kade maalche order gheun pahune yenaar aahet. Sarva maal khokyat bharoon udya paryent taiyar thevava lagel. Mala ani mavshila madat thodi kar” aji bolali. Thik aahe. Me bolalo ani tya doghin barobar kamala laglo. Me maza chehra nehmi sarkhach salsud thevla hota. Kakiajine ani me sarva. She smiled at me and I knew the rest of the evening was going to be very good. I told her that I was also wearing my sheer pantyhose and after another drink we left and went to my car. We drove to my favourite woods where I often met my friend Mark for some pantyhose fun. I had told her about the sort of things we did and it seemed to turn her on so I gave Mark a quick call and told him he should get down to the woods asap. We sat in my car and waited for Mark to arrive. It didn't take long..