It was in this last arena that I had recently been finding a lot of my young white participants.There was something to me immensely arousing about the...e white Jewish bitches. So many of them were rich, stuck up, and bossy, which meant they were endlessly kinky and horny ladies. With rich daddies who had sent them off to school hoping they would take up law or medicine, these daughters wasted their time on pointless classes, binge drank every night in their short sequin dresses, and most. I knew I was going to come fast, I was so excited. She took it out and held it up and stroked my scrotum with her tongue. Then she put my dick back into her mouth and made slurping noise and she began to suck again, this time energetically. She kept on sucking my penis as I groaned in pleasure and looked down at her naked body and hanging breasts. My dick still inside her mouth, she swung her big naked body between my legs as I spread them wide apart to accommodate her. She moved her mouth up. "She looked at my shorts, which now had a nice bulge in the front."So ... can I try it?"I thought about it. It threatened to blow my mind. It really is quite different to contemplate actually doing something that, before this, was firmly in the realm of fantasy. But, as she had pointed out, in a little more than a month she'd be legally an adult. And she was already over the age of consent.And all she wanted to do was learn how to jack a boy off ... right?"Sure," I said."What do I do?" she. My work day was overloaded - like usual, I dropped my coffee and stained my shirt, ripped a stocking and the guy I've been trying to be semi-serious with is only interested in having a lay. Now, after being unable to decompress on my own, I'm sitting here on my couch with a bottle of Chardonnay and my largest - and favorite of late - wine glass while I try to write away my sorrows and frustrations. So, here goes: My life feels like a giant mess pile in a contractor trash bag that I keep.