.. and Becky? Two threesomes in one night? I’m such a lucky bitch, you know! Even more than I thought! I want to warn you, though ... I’m the worl...’s messiest eater of spaghetti, at least according to my tia, Gloria, who makes awesome spaghetti herself.“Yeah, I know ... a Mexican girl who eats something other than chimis, tamales, and fish tacos, but, I’ve been here long enough by now to pick up the taste for classic American comfort foods, too. People are far too quick to assume that we don’t. A nice affair with private booths and fantastic food. I arrived and found John and Carrie in a corner booth. He had on a button up shirt and shorts; she a "barely there" sundress. They both stood when I arrived and I realized that Carrie was almost my height and amazingly slim and trim. He shook my hand and Carrie reached over and kissed my cheek. I wasn’t expecting that.Dinner was fantastic! Conversation was even better. They were fun to be around and Carrie was a joy to view. She had shortish. " Yeah, but..." I laughed gently. "He's my brother. I don't think it's the same. Is it?" No," Lisa smiled. "Not exactly, but I don't think it's so different either. You're so open all the time, Ann..." I am?" I narrowed my eyes, but Lisa wasn't done." ... You don't hide anything. You're always so honest with your feelings," Lisa said. "I just want to be the same way. I want to learn from you." Uhhh..." I almost laughed and I looked at Steve, wondering if he knew what his fiancé was talking. Walking home my mind was in a whirlwind I remembered the boy I tried tobe a girl with and the fact that I still would like to dress up. Nancydid say that I would like nice as a girl and my aunt is about the samesize as me. I knew that I was going to see if I did like a girl, thefirst chance I could I would. This time I was going to do everything Icould to be a girl.I had to wait 3 weeks before that chance, dad told me Friday night he andBernie would be going out and I would be babysitting. I.