They got a new girl, she was about 5'5" tall and had red hair. I always had a thing for redheads. The first thing I noticed about her was her natural ...ed hair tied up with little strands falling down on her neck. She had a neck I wish I could kiss till she melted in my arms. She turned around and asked "Can I help you sir?", I couldn't speak she had a beautiful face with small freckles that you could barely notice and her red hair made it worse for me. "Sir?" she asked again, I just couldn't. Baad main main usko poach ki hum galat thu nahi kar rahe hai usne kaha hum kisi nahi bataye ge aur usne batya ki wo kaise apne lust to control karti hai aur yeh barhut hi muskil hai kabi kabi gajar muliAgar bahar samband rak bhi nahi sakti isse se uski jivan pe utal putal hojayegi aur bache ko ka kya hoga aur wo mere baare pe kahi dino se soach rahi thi isliye wo mereko touch karne de diya aur maje karne taaki wo bhe apne lust to mitha sake baad main mai aur wo bathroom pe gaye wahan par q tha. She was asking a man to take her fourteen year old unmarried virginal daughter’s maidenhood. In Boston such an act would be so far beyond the pale that it was, literally, unthinkable to many in her class. She had come a long way in her life; and actually she was rather pleased to have done so. There had been great problems along the way, and she could not see the future so had no idea whether things would work for the better, but it had been exciting. In Boston she would have become some old. ”Erin pushed herself off of me, looked at me and shook her head in disbelief. “I don’t understand you, John. You have your dream girl in your arms watching porn with you. And yet… you apologize when you finally make a move and kiss her.” She sighed and shook her head again before whispering, “I know how you feel about me. I know you want me. You may even love me, but I doubt you would admit that.”Looking back, I think she was right. I do think I loved her. But I never said it, never got the.