Josh had mostly gotten Bs and Cs, and school wasn't all that thrilling, considering that he had six more years of it to face if he went to college.Eve... when he'd been little, Josh had enjoyed it when his father had taken him out in one of the engines. "I want to grow up to be a railroad engineer, like my dad," Josh had said in grade school, and Walt had never really encouraged it or opposed it. "Whatever you want to do," he'd said.But this summer had been different. Really working on the. Dark tan skin, dark black hair, dark black eyes, he was Indian looking, and taller than Matt by a few inches, and older than him by a year, but Matt was still the leader in their small group, alpha male if you will. Walking out of the back door Matt just laughed at his cousin's remark on the new girl, cause he was thinking the same thing. "Chill out James, you have a girl." He was still grinning though, he knew his cousin liked any woman really. Heading to James' house, Matt looked up to. I won’t be long,’ Mother announced. ‘No rush, everything’s under control here,’ I grinned. How about that. I walked back to where Del was nursing our son and let her know the latest developments. I got a knowing smile in return. Knowing what, I wasn’t so sure. ‘Did you know that Ernie has his own plane?’ Mother asked at supper that evening. ‘No,’ I said. ‘I knew he was a pilot, but I didn’t know he had a plane.’ ‘He bought it last winter. It’s a float plane … a Cessna something. He’s going to. Something that I had no inclination towards with Peter, either way. So, I realised, I can enjoy both. Hmmm am I bi? And if I am so what? I thought about that quite a lot and sort of rationalised that being bi, for I concluded that I had to be, was a state of mind that's all. It didn't mean I fancied men, or looked at a guy and wondered what he would be like undressed as I did women. It didn't mean that I wanted to kiss, cuddle or hold or be held by men as I did with women. It did not mean.