I was not being a naïve but although it was not the first preference with Samantha but we did enjoy anal sex whenever we were both in the mood for it... I must admit that may be I had a little bit of gay tendency to my sexual being and it was no problem knowing that it was next to impossible that a girl would suck me on the other side of the glory hole but it shall rather be a man. Anyhow the constant hard on even after multiple sessions of masturbation were not satisfying me after enjoying pussy. He liked hearing her laugh.After they had finished eating the leftover pizza was put in the refrigerator. They were standing in the kitchen when Sandi said, “It is still early, what do you think we should do?”Taking her hand Scott said “I think we should watch some television.”They started walking but when it became apparent that Sandi was heading back to the large family room and Scott to the bedroom she said, “If we go to the bedroom we aren’t going to watch much TV.”With a smile on his face. But she was so stunningly beautiful, and at the same time so ruthless and cruel, that ending the relationship never once crossed my mind. I was hopelessly caught in her web.Three months after our first meeting she offered me a proposition. Give up my freedom in exchange for a life of serving her. She made it clear that this was no light matter. I would be at her every whim, forced to worship every inch of her body, and to be used however she wanted me to be used. If I agreed there would be. I won’t get out. I have a disease. I’m going to die in here. I’m going to die in a place where the only thing that changes is the date on the calendar.I’m sorry, but I’m paying for what I did. I guess I’m sorry I wrote you this letter. But before I died I had to confess. Once you read it, throw it away, burn it, never ever let Daphne know I told you any of this. She was more afraid that you’d be angry at her than in finding out about what a monster I am. She didn’t want you to know what I did.