It took me a long time to get over that. Long time? Yeah. I came out to a few people, privately, in the late 1980's. In the early 90's I got involved ...ith a gender program in Milwaukee, went through all the sessions and groups and testing, and finally had a firm diagnosis (which, of course, only confirmed what I'd known all along).I was married at the time, something that in hindsight was a mistake. I was in love with her and she with me, but we both had issues, and in the late 90's things fell. “OK. What do you want to do?”“Let’s wrestle.” And with that, she jumped on me. She was only wearing a dress... She straddled me and ground my pelvis with her groin. It was too much. I playfully tossed her to the ground and tickled her. She squirmed away and jumped on my back. I could feel her warm muff through her panties. I shook her off onto the bed, her small frame seemed weightless. I jumped on her and rolled her on top of me. She had calmed down for a moment. She laid her head on my. "Glad you come in. I got to stop running you an account, be cash on the barrelhead from now on. Sorry, miss." How come?" She was pretty sure what the answer would be."Some of them big planters, they said they'd take their business to Chestertown if I kept selling to you. That'd break me, ruin me." If I bring in a crop, will you buy my tobacco, staked but uncured?" Have to be through somebody else, an agent, transfer paper, you understand?" He looked ashamed, embarrassed. "Wait, fore you leave,. Now she welcomed the warm glow on her soft pale skin, getting out of bed and preforming her morning stretches routine in front of her large bay windows.If Lilian were another girl she would realise that standing where she was gave nearly all the houses on her street a perfect view of her supple teenage body. That as she stretched her slender arms behind her back, she was presenting her perky D cup breasts to the world. Or that to bending down to touch her toes was exposing her unshaven virgin.