‘No. I didn’t know what a real orgasm was until I was with a man. I used to get myself off, but it wasn’t like that. You know … wild. I scared...the shit out of my first lover when I had one. He thought I was epileptic and wouldn’t date me again. He never knew how good it felt to me. Then … after that … I discovered that not all guys could make it happen. Some of them were crude, and so fast that I didn’t even get a chance to have one.’ ‘I have to admit, girl, you scared the hell out of me the. I already have.”He looked around the grouping. There was no dissent, only positive reaction.I moved forward and said, “I propose we go to the people in the village tomorrow and have this same discussion with them.” There is much discussion at this. I hold up my hands to get attention, “I propose that b**st and I and Gongon and his family come with us. I think a few more of the males would also be good. We need to show purpose and solidarity. And, they need to understand that this problem is far. Aaj mera bhi jee dil kholkar chudwane ka ahi.. kyon ki jabse mera bhai mujhe le raha hai.. mere boy friend ke saath mujhe maza hi nahin aaraha hai.Jaise hi mein carpet par jhuk gayee aur meri madbahri gaand ko peeche dhakeli.. mer bhai mere peeche aagaya aur phir bahut pyar se.. meri mulayam, ghost bhari chootadon par haath phera phir juhk kar choomne laga. Uska choomna haath pherna se mere badan me jhur jhuri pyda kar rahi ahi.. aur meinpyar se moan karni lagi. “Kya hua aapaa?” mere bhai ab. We could not let that happen.I told Anna, that she seemed to be well on the road to recovery and that my private, professional, notes on her progress would show her step- by-step improvement. We agreed that she should enlist the assistance of a well regarded divorce attorney immediately. We both would always maintain that our relationship was purely professional and that it had ended. I haven’t heard from Anna since that last session. I expect her attorney has told her to live a perfectly.