’ I knew from the look he gave me that his saying I didn’t have to do this was only partially right. I could tell that if I didn’t come across, ...hey most likely wouldn’t either. I felt like I’d taken a step back in time to when I was first finding girls for clients. Just like the old days, almost. I hated the idea of it. Then he hit me with the bomb. ‘You’ll come along right? I like to see the people I deal and work with are on the same plane of thought as I am. Besides, I don’t know my way. My previous training told me to walk out due to the risk of hurting myself but it would only have meant me returning. She made her way over the junk towards the window climbing over old bits of beds and chests of drawers with me following.As she clambered over the obstacles in our way her nightdress rode up over her scrawny ass and as she stretched out a little more parting her legs to remain stable her ass cheeks parted and I could not only see her pussy but her also her ass hole. Her pussy. Anything would be better than another claustrophobic Saturday in the apartment._______________________ We ended up in Yellowknife’s only adult toy store. My mind boggled at the walls of shrink-wrapped dildos, butt plugs, handcuffs…Beth (fully dressed) wandered down the aisles, looking for inspiration. Walking up to me, she asked, “See anything interesting?”I’d already been thinking back to my ex. She’d loved toys. Large dildos, small dildos, dildos with built-in suction cups that would stick to. "She gave me a hug and I caught a whiff of her perfume. It was similar to flowers in bloom. It felt good to be hugged, to be loved superficially is better than being ignored entirely. I put my arm around her and tried to prolong the seconds we actually shared an embrace. Angela looked at me with a smile on her lips and helped me pack my bookbag again."We have to get to class. I'm sure they'll understand and it's only a study hall, no big deal."I rose from my seat and followed her down the hall,.