” I asked her about that, “That didn't get weird for you?” Jillian smiled, “Honestly? No. She’s probably heard us before so I figured it ...asn’t much different.” Even at the time I knew that was an odd rationalization on her part and didn't quite work, but I went with it. I mean, it was already done. Challenging her perspective wouldn’t do any good at the moment. Plus – I had really enjoyed it! I asked, “So what was up with her getting up and leaving so fast?” Jillian laughed quietly,. "John was sitting outside on the steps thinking when the importance of what Tom explained to him really hit him. 'The Cheyenne warriors that I know will never accept what Tom told me. That means that they will never live a happy and peaceful life, because their women will not be happy.' John shook his head and decided that he wanted his lodge to be as happy as Fighting Hawk's lodge. Once that simple decision was made he realized that the things that Tom told him weren't so impossible to. Moreover, I relaxed, and everything inside finally calmed down. Before leaving, he reached out and shook my hand, hugged me and said:- See you, handsome!- Bye, - I replied a little surprised.I slept like a baby that night. And, of course, he came in a dream. When I woke up, I felt that my panties were wet. I finished in my dreams and in reality.I was not upset that Andrey and I did not work out. I was already beginning to perceive him just as a friend. We began to see each other more often. The. The problem was safety for me. I did not want to go to a hugely popular place or one that was miles away from me. So after looking at different swinging sites I decided on a place that in fact was only about 3 miles from my home and planned it for a sunday night.Sunday arrived and I was both very excited and incredibly nervous, I bathed, made sure I was again 100% hairless and thought what should I wear. Simple decision, a black jelly push up bra which gives me a great clevage, a black waist.