And, because we talked a lot, while I fixed this or that thing around her house, it got kind of... I don't know... comfortable, maybe? I mean I liked ...er. She talked about anything and everything, but not the kind of stuff you'd remember for the rest of your life, or anything like that. It was just... conversation. And she asked me what I thought about things... like it mattered, even though I was just a kid. I got the impression, a couple of times, that she was lonely, though I couldn't fathom. While id become accustomed to having him take me, my rape had mademe nervous about being touched anywhere near my pussy. I always flinchedand felt tears in my eyes whenever he got too close to it.The day after that, I felt stronger and angry about what had been done tome. His soft fingers relaxed me and made me feel safe. He softly kissedand nibbled on my ears as his fingers stroked around my clit and pussy. Iagain felt my pussy throb and moisten up as he continued to arouse me.Restrained in. Anyway now i feel guilty and don't know what to do, i mean i wanna stop but it is so hard, i never had a girl like this b4 telling me to make her my slut, i mean i don't think i am a good looking guy or any thing like that, so chances like that does not come too often for a guy like me, plus she is hot, and i really don't give a shit about her, she is a slut, just feel for ian that is my only thing, don't know what to do about that, the guy only lives with his sister and mom, and his mom kind. Auf der anderen Seite wissen sie, dass es in ihrem Alter nicht mehr so einfach ist eine junge Frau in die Finger zu bekommen. Sie sind dezent, lassen sich mehr Zeit und geben sich viel mehr Mühe. Das gefällt mir. Die Geschenke, die ich auch oft bekommen, sind mir eigentlich egal. Darum geht es nicht. Viel mehr um den Respekt, den die älteren Jungs mir zeigen.Dafür muss ich meist auch gar nicht viel machen. Zum richtigen Verkehr lass ich es nicht kommen. Das geht dann doch zu weit. Mein.