" I've always liked it." He stroked her arm. "You know -- you're a large person, Abrielle." Tell me something I don't know." I think sometimes big fol...s are expected somehow to be stronger ... tougher ... more stoic -- emotionally as well as physically. I think the feelings you have are perfectly understandable; and they would be no matter how petite or plus-sized you happened to be. I'll admit I fell into that same thought pattern -- that somehow you should just tough it out. I'm sorry for. Soon.I pulled back the curtain to discover that it was mid-day, or at least the sun was high in the sky. The view outdoors-- I was several stories up, and outside the window was a grassy area with scattered palm trees. About fifty yards away was a two-lane road with a steady flow of traffic. There seemed to be something wrong, though. I stood and watched the cars for about 20 minutes before it dawned on me. Of course! They're driving on the WRONG side of the road! I decided that I might have to. ?You- are you, you know, seeing anyone???Umm, nope,? Ollie says. ?Haven?t seen anyone since we, umm, youknow...??...Me either,? I mumble.?Skinny nerds who wear glasses don?t really attract girls,? Ollie sayswith a snort of laughter.?Try being a transsexual nerd,? I snort. ?Not sure which is less of aturn-off to girls, heh.??So, um, you?re definitely, you know...? Ollie mumbles.?Heterosexual?? I ask. ?Yes. I tried not to think about sex, but thetestosterone kinda kicks your sex drive into, well,. I did my morning chores and went down. Anjali was ready to go to office and since it was saturday and holiday for me she left in the auto. Rajesh was reading the newspaper and Lavanya was inside the kitchen. Rajesh asked Lavanya to bring tea for me. She came limping and gave tea to me. She had a shy smile on her face. I drank tea and went to kitchen to give the tea cup. As soon as I went in she hugged me very tightly. She said it was the best night of her life and she enjoyed each and every.