The heels on your boots raise you to the point where I have to look slightly up to meet your gaze. Our eyes lock and you stare straight into my soul."...ome in" you say and I'm not entirely sure whether that's an invitation or a command. It doesn't really matter whether I accept or obey. I step inside where New Age minimal music sets a relaxing mood. A slight scent of incense fills the air. The room is dimly illuminated in dark red tones. Everything meticulously planned to enhance your. There is something so primal about him that makes me feel things I have never felt before. I feel stronger just being around him. He rises, pulling me up with him and lowers his cloth over his softening cock. I dress and he pulls me to him, bending to press our foreheads against one another. Then, he kisses my mouth one more time before leaving my tent. Oh my goodness! This man! I try to fix myself up a little - shed that 'just fucked' look. When I walk outside the tent, there is a tall stick. There was a third method: it involved a rapid movement of the wrist that stimulated a certain body part.~~~I continued to log my food and weight on a daily basis. I became good buddies with my on-line friends, as all of us were taking the same journey. In the messages section of the website, a newbie post caught my eye. Something compelled me to make a friend request, which she accepted.As with the people who helped me, I set her up and got her settled in into the site. I watched and guided. She was all alone in house so she invited me to her place when i entered her house i felt like it was heaven with no1 in house all lights off except for a passage light i asked her not 2 turn lights on. Passage light was enough. She knows the devil in me n said ok with a sweet smile. I pulled her kissed her now this was a deep kiss. Now let m give u what was she was perfect model material fair n smooth skin, big breast(34d) black hair till her back, black deep eyes. In short she was a girl.