Just being around the happy, supportive people had lifted her spirits. It was so different from what she was headed home to.As she turned the last cor...er and the double wide mobile home finally came into view, she pulled up short. Her father's rusty old Camaro was sitting in front of it, and she let loose a few curses. He hadn't been there in months, and she'd begun to hope that maybe this time his absence would be permanent.Julie's mom was an alcoholic that somehow managed to scam enough. I push against my hole, and feel the resistance pass as the vibe slides inside my body. I push it in as deep as I can, then obey Bill's command, gently fucking my hole. My pleasure increases and I rotate the end control to start the vibrations. “Pull your panties tight and leave it alone”. I obey. My hard cock strains against the tightly drawn material, I can see a distinct wet patch where my pre-cum is leaking through the thin shiny nylon. Behind me I can feel the vibrator pushing against. " I do, but it's really screwing with my head, because this is for real andsomeone could get hurt. How in the hell can I be a real girlfriend or maybeeven a wife to a man who is old enough to my dad? And the kids! Ben is only3 years younger than me and what do I know about little girls? It's not likeI'm going to teach her to wrestle or play football, and I sure as hell can'tdo that with Ben." Think about it this way," Mom said. "You've done wonderfully, so far. Andyou know how I know this? . She might not remember about Monday but she’s still trying to protect us.Then Bec was making me promise to stay with Dan or with Dad all the time and to even sleep in with Dan so that I would always be near him. That was easy to promise because I was already doing that. I’ve been getting shaky if I’m on my own for even a minute so I’ve been doing a lot of clinging onto Dan.I haven’t told anybody about the shakes. Not until now, anyway. I guess writing about them is like telling someone, but it.