I had a suspicion that Barb was having second thoughts about what we'd planned. I didn't speak. If she was worried, or had her doubts about any of thi..., I didn't want to be the one to talk her back into it. I was nervous about what we were planning to do too.I'd only had sex with Lisa and Nora, and only that one time with Nora. I wasn't that confident that I could live up to all the expectations that Nora had gotten started in Barbara's head. I was also worried about someone finding out about. She took it out and ran her tongue up and down. She took it all the way back in. I was in heaven with my penis stuck in her mouth. Her head kept bouncing up and down, faster and faster. Soon I shot a load of hot steamy cum in her mouth. Latia looked up at me and it was gone. She reached out and gave my limp penis a little hand job trying to milk every last drop of cum out. I finished eating my dinner and went to the bed room to take a nap before we started tonight. When I woke up it was eight. I climbed onto the bed, with my fit body trembling slightly as I moved to straddle the black man lying there. I had not even asked his name.I grabbed his very hard and erect cock in my hand and aimed it against my wet vulva. I lifted my hips in position over that massive thing. I teased myself for some seconds, rubbing the thick head through my slit. I moaned and then, using my other hand to spread the pussy lips, I lowered my body onto him.I gasped, saying he was so big. I wiggled my hips a. The next day after school my mom called me in and she told me just a little about what was happening. Jeff would probably be going into the hospital in a little under a month for some small surgery to remove some suspicious lumps. That's all she would tell me, but she did ask me to treat Josh as nice as I could. He would be facing a very hard time after he found out everything from the doctor tomorrow.I went up to my room and really felt bad for my little brother. I couldn't believe he was.