” Lynn reached forward to put her hand on my shoulder.“Paul. I thought that we had this discussion the other night.” Erin put her hand over the ...eat and onto my shoulder.“I do love both of you and it has been killing me to know that I am going to find myself in a situation where I can only satisfy one of you. Or only make one of you happy. Or not be able to spend enough quality time with one of you.”“Let’s go home and show you how we do this. It is one of the surprises I had for both of you.”. When the dizziness left, I pulled myself up for the second time thatnight. The first thing I noticed as I got to my feet was a curtain of hairblocking my vision. The second thing I noticed was how much colder I felt.This was mostly because I was completely naked. I looked around nervously.My surroundings were familiar, but everything seemed so much bigger. Justas I was starting to really panic, I heard someone walk up behind me."Hello Jessie. It looks like you didn't take my advice."I whirled. "Except poison, motherfucker. I'll pack her stuff. I want nothing to do with you, and you don't come near her. I love her you fucker!" One more slap and she slammed the door.Mother entered tentatively. I became the one in the dark except I stood. "What's going on?" she asked."I told you I need you." You're doing smack again?" she asked. I never let her know of my heroin use since Paris. I think she wanted not to know. She knew. "I'm still here and you're still doing it. It doesn't matter. I'm. K.?’ I did not know what to say, so I just smiled. He smiled too, and said ‘you have a great smile, my name is…’, and right than he was called away. I never did hear his name. As he was walking away he looked back at me and gave me a sweet, shy smile, and I melted a little more, and felt a little more, wet. I could not get him out of my mind. As I lay in bed that night, trying to go to sleep, all I could think about was the feeling I had when his body had touched mine. I begin to think about.