I knew you had a walking problem, but I thought that was your knee, not the foot.”“My walking is mostly the knee. If it was just the foot I could ...robably run a bit. The movement problem is the knee. In the incident where I lost the foot my knee was badly damaged too. Since the bits in between were still good they gave me a replacement knee and a fake foot. After a few years of no trouble while using the knee I should get about reasonably well. But since I got the replacement knee put in I’ve. I wasn't making near the tips the other guys were, and I wasn't meetingany of the women either. So why was I here? Deep down, I knew what my problemwas. I had no talent. I was not a dancer, not an actor. Gary could conveyan interest he didn't really feel, while I couldn't convey something Idid feel. Ted was trying to let me down easy, giving me the opportunityto quit so he wouldn't have to fire me. I wasn't quite ready to give up,though. I may not have been talented, but I was tenacious (code. Chris, did you know that you're the smallest man I wasever with?"My head hung low with shame."The thirteen year old I lost my virginity to in summer camp was biggerthan you. You see those cocks in the videos. Those are cocks. Laura'sright, you don't have a cock do you?" No miss." No Chris you certainly don't." Men have cocks Chris. If you don't have a cock, can you truly be aman?" I...I don't know miss."'Sure you do Chris, it's easy. Just follow the logic. Real men havecocks right?" Yes miss.". He was either too shy or weak to make a move. He doesn’t want someone to label him as a pervert because of his urges at this old age.But seeing Nandini for the first time rekindled his lust. It seemed he wouldn’t get an opportunity more perfect than this to experience being with a young girl before dying, he thought. To get near her more often, he has to act like he is more disabled than he is.He can move around the house to a certain extent. But acting like he couldn’t, he made sure she helped.