I looked, she was a 6.2, an excellent mother and treated her foster children with respect but demanded high standards and the taking of responsibility...for one's actions.Meanwhile the sergeant was telling the over-fourteen crowd, including the director, the rules concerning concubines and their status or mostly lack thereof. There were a few questions like, "I would have to have sex with him? He looks so old."The sergeant laughed, "That will not be a problem. Imagine him at twenty-five, a lean,. We've all heard it, that voice that tells us to dosomething incredibly self-destructive and foolish. Once you hear it, the onlyway to appease the Imp, to make it shut up and go away, is to quite simply givein. It was two weeks before my next scheduled release; I was just barely ableto wait until then. After I was released and taken care of matters, I putthe houdini back on and told her what the Imp of the Perverse had whispered inmy ear."I've got an idea to change the game." Lay it on me, hot. She knew why I stayed gone as much as I did.’ ‘She knew I didn’t love Bill as strongly as I love you.’ LeeAnn said. In this conversation she was my sister again. ‘Why didn’t she tell us?’ I asked. ‘We had to find each other on our own. We had to be ready to stop being ‘normal’.’ ‘Do me a favor?’ I asked. ‘Anything!’ ‘Ruin my life!’ ‘On one condition.’ ‘Name it.’ ‘Make me scream!’ The conversation was over. I moved my woman on my shaft and LeeAnn was gone. I loved being inside Sammi and she must. I needed to feel like I had a choice. But really, everything is predetermined by time. What happened was unavoidable; it was the result of all the variables lining up at their destined points. Whatever happens is the only possible route as dictated by time and the variables. There is no point considering the past or alternate futures since there can be only one present. Every decision I make has already been made, but that decision can only be made if I have the capability to make it, since.