I tried for years to interest my late wife in visiting nudists sites like beaches, campgrounds, etc. But alas, she would have no part of it.Over the y...ars I talked to various people about it and expressed my wonderment how a guy could go around without a perpetual hard-on. I was told it was a lifestyle, not a sexual thing. My thinking was, yeah right. I could not understand why people wanted to be nude around other people unless there was a sexual element to it.Maybe I’m just a pervert, but. I finally shut the door to the hall, so the light would not bother Father. Now I lie here in bed, writing to you under by the lamp light. What I wouldn't give to have you here, your broad shoulder to lean against. If I close my eyes, it’s almost as if you are here with me. I lean back against the pillow, and pretend that its fluffy surface is your solid chest. My arms creep around me and it is you I feel. Yes, Josh, I too can feel you, and yes, I burn for you. My longing for you crushes my. I’m sure that you can guess how. No need for cops, right?”“Yeah, no need for that. Larry’s a pig, but even so, I don’t want too much scrutiny, no more than you do, and I think that he’s gonna love the gym lesson today!” I calmly agreed, now that my panic was done.“If you ever need to chill, you know, due to the trauma or whatever, I have some ... special medicine for you. Trust me, it helps,” Lucinda shocked me as she undressed me herself, much as Becky had dressed me earlier, and then. "Hey, younever know, wishes can come true sometimes, you'll see." He winked, andsmiled, at his prey, as he grabbed the glass of bourbon. Dave justsmiled, wishing that was true, as his friend turned and made his wayinto the back again. Neither them noticed two burly men enter and sitin the farthest back table.***It was getting close to eleven when Virginia hit the stage again, thecrowd having been whipped into a frenzy with Evelyn and her friends.She had not heard from her beloved Mickey, but.