" Tammy I'm working through what you told me." You agreed to be mated up with Jana and Shana. You know I want that too." She lowered her eyes."Tammy, ...ook at me. Since you told me what you wanted, I have been through a lot. I am not saying no but given all that has happened, I am asking for some more time. And while I have expressed my love for both Shana and Jana, I have not mated up with either of them. Right now I have no idea when that is going to happen."She handed me my clothes and left. By fucking Panek in the way I did, I was trying to prove to myself that I was the woman that Renaud was shaping me to be.Going without underwear was relatively simple to hide from Panek as we worked different hours but he did find out a couple of times. I simply told him it was for him – he readily believed me mainly because we were having more adventurous sex and he assumed this was the new me.But sex with Panek was not at the top of my list of priorities – I wanted Renaud with all my heart. And, she cameup with those also. So, I was going to the Queen's Court,looking like I had just walked out of high school. But, themakeup was too heavy to be a school girl, by the time shewas done, she had me looking more like a street walker.We had about an hour before we needed to leave. So, we satand had a small glass of wine. As we were talking, I noticedthat Jamie was starting to look like she wasn't feelingwell."Are you ok?" I don't know. My stomach is really feeling weird. Like I'mgoing to. When I arrived she already had 3 boxes of shoes in a pile andwas holding another pair. As I approached, she smiled broadly."I'm finding more great bargains and luckily all the styles I wantedwere available in the right sizes. The key to shoe shopping is to findones that will compliment a specific outfit, like these darling yellowstrappy sandals, or that are neutral to fit a range of clothes. That'swhy the first two pairs I picked were the nude pump and the blackslingback. They can go from.