Just think for a moment, if you did not open up your heart to love again, the pain from the past could not have been let go." You know, I never though... of it that way. Thanks for listening. I think I will try to go to bed again, good-morning." Ditto, love yahs. Take care."She was about to log off, when she decided to write Douglas an email. Maybe, if she put her thoughts down in writing, he would think again, and not push her away."My Blue-eyed devil,How can I tell you what is on my heart,. I met this charming butsomewhat aggressive lady, we dated, had many good times together,and eventually bedded together. She seemed pleased with myperformance in bed, my penis was of average length, sufficient toplease her; indeed her cries and smiles showed that she was pleasedwith me.She was also employed as a nursing supervisor in a local hospital.We met at a charity event for the benefit of the hospital. I wasengaged to mind the finances. We chatted, she asked me aboutmyself, my preferences,. "I just had to get up and come out to see what you're doing." Good Morning, mi Lady," Jordan said, faking a British accent. "Is mi Lady ready for breakfast to be served?"Playing along with his servant theme she giggled then replied."Yes, my man! I'll have my breakfast now. Mind you—don't burn the toast. Be quick about it, Lady Patricia is hungry. She had a late night, thanks to a certain insatiable Doctor." If you'll be seated, mi Lady, breakfast will now be served."Patricia watched his. "Hah! What would Bel'dar think if he heard us playing like this?"I laughed back. "Yeah, probably not be too pleased. I think I just violated all eight of his faith pillars in one sentence."Abby rose up and blew a breath of air through her cheeks, smiling for a moment, but then a frown erased the laughter from her eyes. "It's not that hard to do. His whole first chapter, it's really only one pillar, one great awful pillar of hate, a single sick candy bar packaged under eight different.