And by taking such short cuts as having my eyelinertattooed, I could be ready for the world in no time at all.She came into my room. Her face was not ...rowning, so I relaxed.?Today is our anniversary,? she said. I felt a little confused, displaced.Haven?t I always been here? I honestly couldn?t remember. I hated when shespoke this way, it made me extremely anxious as though I were going tohave a panic attack. ?And I brought you another gift to celebrate.?From behind her a large, very buffed man. Plus I'll need to get my pussy waxed!"."Pop into town and buy what you need. Also get some thigh length boots to go along with your purchases as the hooker did say he kept asking if she had any with her"."Ring him and confirm you've found a real filthy hooker! Give him directions to the flat and tell him I'll be waiting from 8.00pm onwards, and tell him I was very expensive so you insist he should get his money's worth!". I licked my lips in anticipation. I needed to conceive some kind of. I sit there face ruined as my father walks off look at me like trash.I go wash up just like routine....Everything seems like routine my dad rapes me and y family turns a blind eye. In 7 th grade I started to drink to deal with it. I would drink at school and hide liquor in my locker.I would drink to forget what's happening at home, my house wasn't a happy place.My mom fight with my dad a lot and he took his revenge on me.In 7 th grade I met the first boy who had a crush on me. His name was. To Tom the place could have easily been any other holiday resort he had visited over the years with his parents and other relatives.As Tom looked about he could make out some small to medium sized buildings through the trees that he guessed must have served the swimming pool, hot-tubs, sauna and rec-room. He could also just make out the mini-golf course and a few little chalet type units and a few camper vans dotted about. There was also a very distinct line of blue visible through the trees.