Jenny wasn't happy."Aren't you coming home, Tony?" You go ahead, honey. I need to work out a bit more." But Tony, you want to come home." You're righ..., I do, but I also want to work out a bit more." I hadn'trealised how much I did want to go back with Jenny, but sometimes thesethings need to be acted against willfully."You want to go on the bike then. You know that weights are reallyheavy. The bike is great for rounding off the day. I'll join you."That sounded like a good idea, so I smiled. Then you can drive the rigs again."He was right about that part. If I had been driving a rig, it would have been all over for me."I can offer you a job on the loading dock in the warehouse. You won't need a license to drive tow motors and our other machinery. John, you won't make the same money as driving a rig but you will be able to make ends meet. If all goes well you could be back on the road in six months or so." Why are you doing this for me, Ray? I really do appreciate it but why are you. Great, I forgot to buy make-up remover. Now what? I continued to wash and scrub my face until I got all of it off but not before I irritated the skin around my eyes from rubbing them with a wash cloth. What was a not great experience turned into a full fledged disaster when I felt how raw my skin was. Shit! Experience is a bitch of a teacher. I was not able nor was I willing to do any more “practicing” until my skin healed. When I returned from my business trip my wife asked me about my skin. I. I can tell you that you cannot move forward while you’re constantly looking behind you. If your wife has left you behind then you have friends here that still stand by your side. You have friends behind you in Azkoval that will always stand by your side. Morane, King Joseph will never forsake you. If you find life here to be exactly as you’ve dreamed it would be and choose to stay, he will be happy for you. If you find life here nothing like you hoped, you will be welcomed by him with open.