“He took off his boxers and that’s when I saw it. It was smaller than you are when you’re soft. So, I gave him a… small… blowjob, he put his...hand on my hair that I had put up on a bun and I pushed it away and let him know that belonged to my husband,” I winked at him.He was starting to get closer now. I put my hands into my shorts and started to rub at myself to get myself as close as possible.“I brought him to the bed, and he had to pull out one of those extra small condoms because I didn’t. " Brax who was enthralled with Brand's horses headed for SheringCross.Hank smiled at Jenee, leaning over he kissed her deeply whispering "are you alright this morning? Jenee felt herself blushing "I'm fine, I really am sorry Hank about hitting you." Hank chuckled "don't worry about it, I've had black eye's before." Hank kissed her again "I'm going to Cairin today, I'd take you with me but I don't think you're up to the trip yet, maybe in a week or two." Jenee nodded "I was going to wander. Chris starts to fuck me as hard as he can and I can feel his cock begin to swell in me. I lift myself off him and take him deep into my mouth and start to suck him hard and fast with my mouth, then he shoots his load into my throat as well, feeling it running down my throat as I swallow it.Jack is stroking himself and as I look over at Bill I can see him getting hard again, I motion for him to come over to me and I get him to lie on his back, I straddle his face pushing my pussy down onto his. And then I wake up only to find I’m still trapped in this nightmare, a nightmare of a life with no joy, no happiness, no love, nothing but sadness for me. Each day I wake up. Each day I wonder. I wonder what it would have been like. To just have, the briefest of moments to be with you. To be a whole person again. To be a real person with a life again. To be what used to be me. I wonder about a life that can never be now. A life that, that by contrast, is so different than what I have now. I can.