It’s only the guests. Elaine told me all about this, and I listened with intense interest. I couldn’t believe it. I had had a secret rape fantasy ...or as long as I could remember having sex fantasies. I had always thought that I must be the only one with these kinds of sick desires. Even though I had plenty of experience and had horded lots of porn and forbidden sex knowledge, I had never encountered or even heard of anybody with fantasies like mine. Even as I told her that I would like to go,. I threw my hand in, got up from the table, took Mae's glass and went into the kitchen and made her a fresh drink. I took a small bottle out of my pocket and using the bottles eye dropper I put a drop of the bottle's contents in Mae's glass. The favor that my friend from college had done for me was to ask his younger brother, who was in college, to score some date rape drug. According to the directions I was given I wasn't to do more than one drop unless I wanted Mae out for hours. One drop was. Luckily for me, they wanted to settle this issue out of court.Once again I concentrated on finding us a place to live, and then started preparing Pam for high school that would start next autumn. I myself discussed my own doctoral studies with my professors. I had stayed in contact with my professors, even though I had been traveling. I was a bit surprised that they accepted most of the stuff I had written during those times as a part of my studies. I was even more surprised to find out that. Today was pasta bake, a favorite of Roxy's. It was over dinner that Phil discussed her surprise. He explained that they were due to go up to a farm later this evening to produce a new video for Roxy's website. He had discussed it with the farmer whilst she was in with her first client and had arranged a whole host of things for her to be filmed doing.After they had finished dinner and tidied away the dishes they went upstairs to prepare. Phil had picked out an outfit for them both to wear..