She crossed her legs and the robe fell, revealing her smooth thigh. My eyes wandered up to her chest where the robe was loose here as well, hinting at...a nipple. Regaining control, my eyes snapped back up to Barbara's, which were looking straight at me. Feeling embarrassed at being caught, my cheeks flushed a little again.'Do you think I'm attractive, Ryan?' She said.This threw me completely, and I hesitated, 'err...'She giggled and continued, 'I've heard the way you boys talk about me.'She slid. ” he scanned the skies and a few rain drops already began to fall.“Shit! My car is all the way on the other side of the park.”“Mine’s right here. I’ll give you a lift to your car.”By the time we made it to his car the skies had opened up and rain fell hard. I hadn’t bothered with wearing a bra and my nipples poked against the thing cotton shirt. I would like to say that it was caused purely by the suddenly cold wind but truth be told I was getting really horny as we sat in his car and chatted. Now Joyce was never a woman who stopped traffic, she wasn'tin the same league as the models he was normally associated with, or thesupermodel he'd recently married. My wife was [and still is] a beautiful woman,but it's her personality and intelligence that sets her apart."What were you talking to him about last night?" I asked herthe following evening, the first time we had time to talk."Lots of things. He's such a nice man, Rick; and sointeresting." Did he say anything about the future of the. I’m looking for love. Tonight I am home and though I’m here in body, my mind is elsewhere. We watch a film and it distracts us from the misery we both know exists. The film we’re watching is sentimental towards the end and it just extenuates how unsentimental I feel towards you. You’re my friend, I trust you with my life but I don’t like how I hurt you with my inability to love you the way you love me. I’m angry with myself, but I hide it well by being angry with you. .