I still found it hard to believe that she would be so obedient to his demands and submissive to his depraved desires knowing that she was so driven to...be in control in such matters.I answered the door on the day before our departure and found Susan standing there with two suitcases and a face full of tears. She related some of the ex-Major’s depraved faults to me regarding the use of her mouth and bum and I all but laughed because it was exactly what I had warned her about for several months. She was kind of a late bloomer.But now she was 14, and she was interested.“Hey, daddy.”“Yes, sweetheart?”“You think I’m sexy?”“Of course you’re sexy. You’ve been sexy for years now. What’s up?”“I think I’m ready to have sex. Would you be willing? To be my first one?”Her father beamed. “Oh, that would be just fantastic. I’ve been hoping you’d feel that way some day.”“Goody.” There was silence. “What about now?”“Now it is! How about your bedroom so we aren’t disturbed?”“Yeah, that’s good.” She. How did I know? Well, it was obviously what she would have done, but ... she never changed her e-mail password so I was able to monitor everything she did by accessing it. It fed my depression as I watched her, from afar, continue to fuck everyone and everything she wanted.She even began to date again. I read with a mixture of fury and utter sadness how a man named Neil was courting her, how she was even considering getting married to this man. I knew, though, that she had merely replaced me. The note said, "Hello, me. I know that you are having trouble, both with money and with data processing, so these should help."Be very careful how you show the money, have Dad and Mother do the actual handling. They can find ways of feeding it into the family coffers without making waves, something you are not yet old enough to do."The other present is a device which won't show up for nearly 35 years, so you must hide it from everybody except Mother and Dad. I have left two books with operating.