I ask if it is alright to place it inside of me one more time. (Him)I stare into your eyes, moving my gaze downward at the sight of what's in your han.... You adjust yourself atop me, stroking it against your glistening velvet, slickening the head. I swallow down the lump in my throat and try to speak, but decide against it, worried whatever may come out will betray the confident face I've kept all night. Instead, I mentally steel my nerves, give a cool smile; and nod, thrusting slightly upward. Are you with me so far?’ ‘Yes, darling, but what you have said wouldn’t drive me away.’ ‘Well, I haven’t hit the difficult stuff yet. If you don’t reject me, I want to ask you to marry me. But I can’t do that until I find out if you can live with my limitations. Before I go any further I need to know if marriage to me would be at all acceptable to you.’ ‘Oh, yes Tom. It would make me wonderfully happy, but I also have concerns you will reject me. Once you find out about my past.’ ‘O.K. Mary,. We passed by this adult bookstore and decided to go in and see what it was like. We were checking it out and made our way to one of the booths and paid our money and went in. A movie started to play and we were having a good time making fun of it and all when all of a sudden a hard cock came thru this hole in the wall. We were not sure what to do, one of my friends dared the other friend to suck it. She knelt down and started to give this guy a blow job. The fact that we could not see him and. Even before Jessica, I had no interest in any cheerleaders except you two. And I still don’t.”“And that’s where I got my view on men,” Bethany said. “At least until I met you.”We talked about how she and Kathy thought back then, and I began to see hints of what ultimately had prevented Bethany from saying ‘yes’ to me. In many ways, I looked like what the football players bragged about being - studs that had scores of women. Of course, by comparing notes with other girls, they’d discovered that.