...." I trail off, as mother squeezes my hand, brusquely."Captain Brady, take all the pictures you need, perform anyinvestigations you need; but I w...nt those bloody figures down andhidden away in evidence boxes, BEFORE the press comes, the children mustnever know." Mother turns to me."I understand mother, that kind of hatred....they don't need to see it."A single tear drops from my eye. Mother nods grimly and brushes away mytear, with a tiny smile."And to finish Jezebel's thoughts on the. I wondered if this was a night for the van to be parked up. I gently slipped out of bed to look out if the window and yes the big black van was there. I wanted to see inside the van I wanted to see Janice I could not say why. It was such a strong urge that I pulled my gown on to coved my nudity, crept downstairs trying not to wake the kids.I stepped outside and shivered it was cold, my feet were bare. I felt drawn to the van and even more drawn to Janice as though she was a magnet. I have never. Jab thak mai mere land se pani choda didi na jane kithane baar pani chod chuki thi aur mujhe bol rahi thi aur jhel na saku pani chod re karke chilla rahi thi. Mere fawware at das pichakri maar ke shanth padh gaya , didi mujhe daboch ke pakadi thi uska pakad ek dam majbooth tha , mai sathwe asaman pe sair kar raha tha. Jab risna poora hua tho uska pakad dheela hua phir bhi mai usike oopar leta raha. , baad me mai oopar se ludak gaya phir bhi mai is lok me nahi tha aisa hi mai ankh mund kar leta. We tear away our gaze back to what’s happening in the room but keep glancing at each other, as each person says who they are and where they are from. Eventually it comes to your turn, staring at you, you say your name is Matt I don’t really pay much attention as to where you’re from, then it’s my turn I say my name is Marina and I am from the Finance department, eventually the meeting gets underway but I don’t really hear much of it as I keep turning my head to find you looking at me, finally.