"Would you like to use this too, Jacque? You seemed to be enjoyingwatching me use it."Jacque laughed self-consciously, "No, my dear, you are just so s...xy whenyou do it. I am sorry if I was staring. Let's go dance."OK, new for me, dancing with a man. Well I am a woman now and that iswhat I am supposed to do. He took me by the hand and I rose only heelsand followed him to the dance floor. His arm went around my waist and hedrew me into him. The music was lovely and soon I was under it's. But I cannot just go around and find a random girl for a threesome. It’s not that simple.Sanjay: I know, man, it’s really unfortunate. And as you said, finding someone we both like is not easy.Me: Well, there is one person we both like.Sanjay: Who?Me: Please don’t get mad. But have you ever thought about Nisha sucking my dick while you fucking her pussy?Hearing this, Sanjay was furious. I was expecting an outburst from him, so I was prepared. He cursed me and left the apartment. A week passed,. I was dry, the sexwas chafing and my sensitive parts were sore. When he came I rushed tothe bathroom and locked myself in.Sitting on the bidet, washing myself out, I was crying. I felt like awhore, he'd paid the money and I was letting him have sex. When Ithought back, it had only ever been about sex, there was no love.Before this weekend I had been in control, that was what I loved. Nowit felt as if the tables had turned and I missed the companionship andlove I shared with Kate.If I stayed in. So I started talking to her on fb. Then we became best frnds. Then we started talking on Whatsapp. Our friendship started growing stronger. She started sharing every little thing with me. She even told me about guy who proposed her and asking my suggestions to accept their proposals or not.By fearing of losing her, I suggested to reject them. One day I got to know that she accepted someone’s proposal and started dating him. I got jealous and stopped talking to her. One day there was some.