‘I guess we both have days where we need to try and muddle through and make the best of the cards we’ve been dealt. You know, don’t you, that yo...r Mum wouldn’t want us to be so sad and disconnected. I know it’s easier said than done, but it was her last request after all, wasn’t it? For us to carry on and be happy. Get on with our lives.’As I heard Jermaine mention my Mum’s last request, I unravelled like a poorly crocheted rug. I burst into tears, hot horrid drops of sadness burning my. I've been very clear that I will probably use thesepictures against you, so you can't say I didn't warn you. But now, I'mgonna get my pictures. And it's too late for you to back out, I won't letyou even if you want to."Once again I felt regret. Sincere regret. My heart skipped a beat, and Isincerely didn't want him taking those pictures. And at the same time Icouldn't believe how quickly I kept changing my mind, and how much Isurprised myself by asking him to do this!I squirmed a little, still. " That’s when we heard Fernando's car. Kim said, ‘Don't make him sad, or disappointed, please.’ And she kissed me on the cheek."“Then Beth went to get some water and I realized was still horny. No, I was even hornier.”“Beth returned and continued where she’d left off, until Fernando was at the door.”"Fernando came in and gave me a very passionate kiss before I could do anything. After that he took out his cock and I could see it was six inches. He made me do a hand job and his manhood swelled. Maybe I’ll stop by later.”“There you go! See you soon.” And she closed the door and left.Phew she didn’t know. Grace and I continued to have sex. Whenever Erika was out, we would meet in her room or mine and just fuck. Friends with benefits just like Grace and Erika except with Grace and I there were no feelings. It was just plain sex. But it was hard. I still had strong feelings for Erika. After about 5 months of Grace and me I knew it was time. I had to tell Erika how I felt. I had only.