My online friend went and sat on her bed and asked me to sit beside her. I felt that that day we both were going to get the highest pleasure which we ...ad expressed on our video calls.I hugged her kissed her cheek. She hugged me tightly. I pushed her and she was on her back on the bed.We both were on the bed beside each other. I moved my hand and caressed my dentist yahoo chat friend’s boobs. Looking into her eyes, we kissed lip to lip. We both were breathing heavily.We kissed for almost 10. I knew I needed alone time with her, that was IF she ever would speak to me again. I wanted to tell her and everyone that Scott had arranged for me to be with the coach, but as big an ass as I now understood Scott was, I did not believe he would have set me up with the coach if he thought he would beat and rape me. He did think I was willing I led him to believe that so it was my fault too. “That medicine was really messing with my mind mom.” I said.“I’m sorry,” she said and I knew she felt. You came back to town, but you didn't come home." I was too much of a mess to face my mom right away." But why? It wasn't like the other time, was it? ... When you left angry with me because of Carla? And you went with those guys. It wasn't like that, this time ... Was it?" Did I run home to find some guy to fuck? No." Why, then? What did I do?"She busted out bawling right at that moment. It was sudden, unexpected, and very loud. The drugs had seemed to have dulled her responses earlier, but. She was so proud that I volunteered to do it and did a good job of it.After breakfast, we cleaned up and went back to bed. We didn't do anything but watch TV for a couple of hours and chit chat. I found myself idly rubbing my hand over Mom's bare stomach. After several minutes of doing that, my smiling mother asked me what I wanted.Not quite understanding the question, I said, "I don't want anything, Mom."She put her hand on mine and said, "What I meant was, what do you want our baby to be, a.